Firework

Nothing exciting has been happening these last two days. Work has been busy, always is, just more this week because it's the end of the six-weeks.

This morning I forgot my lunch so I was starving all day long. I was so hungry I gulped down 3 liters of water. I am currently drinking liter number 4. I hate forgetting my lunch. 

This morning I went to my mailbox to get my mail in the teacher room and there was a bag of candy that they had given to all the teachers. Hells no. I grabbed the bag and gave them to Jarod. "I didn't bring my lunch today. This will be too much of a temptation for me," I told him.

So glad I did.

Anyway. Not much to say. Life has been kind of weird right now, specially with Valentines coming up. I always feel so alone.

This morning I was in another class teaching and a teacher walked in with a flower delivery. I don't have anyone in my life so I knew they were not for me, but for a split second, I was happy. What if they were? Of course, I quickly looked away and just started doing something else. No delivery for me, again.

I love my independence and the fact that I am doing what I enjoy. But damn it, I wish I had someone in my life that cared about me.

I better close this entry before my true feelings start to emerge. Not worth the tears.

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